No man can be trusted! Till today, darling has not seen my new hair cut. He is so busy lately. I have so much time recently coz class i have not started my new term. Due to the recession, it somehow affects me & darling. I felt that it gonna be like that for another year perhaps. I feel that my dream is getting further & further. So happen that I chatted with a frd. She told me a bad news. She has separated with her hubby. Her hubby gave her up because of a 3rd party. I felt very sad for her as she just got married 1 year + ago. 6mths back, she even had a miscarriage. I guess she is too upset with her hubby. Suddenly, I lost trust with man. I have seen so many of such cases!!!I felt that I shd be thankful for being single @ this moment. Marriage is nothing. Shit happens! Will darling betray me 1 day?(although he spiritually did) Or will I be the one who is gonna betray him? Im waiting for a man who cant promise me any future. I always ask myself, is it worth it? By then, given my age, its rather difficult for me to accept another man. Perhaps, I shd treat it as a blessing, god knows that im more suitable to remain single. I shd appreciate my singlehood coz 1) No house installment 2) No kids, therefore no need to worry abt their education 3) No need to get headache because of customary issue 4) No need to spend $ on dinners 5) Sleep the day away! Its such a relieve!
